Ello....haha...hmm...some friends of mine is reading this. oh...how glad i am.....well...i'll keep on writing whenever i can. thanx for the support! :```) so, latest news? ok, i received the jadual peperiksaan oredi, n my first paper will go on 9th of november. Physics paper. *sigh*..how quick time flies....it a year again...what am i doing? or should i say, what am i gonna do? still blur here but what i know is that, i'm gonna succeed. i may fail my (academic) exam but i'll never fail my life!....
so while i'm in this mood to talk now, well let me share some ambitions of mine. a long long time ago, when a kid of 8 (years old) being asked by a teacher " what do u wanna be when u grow up?" question, he is stumped....what does he wants to be? he has no idea....well...his friends happily says, "i wanna be a doctor","i wanna be an engineer","i wanna be a policemen, firemen", "i wanna be this",'"i wanna be that" but, that poor kid still dunno his answer.
fast forward into 1999. that kid was already a science stream teenage student. well...on a fateful day, his english teacher jokingly asked "alrite students....let's have a chat on what u're gonna be when u finish ur studies...". alot of thoughts ran through his mind..."well...i'm good in biology...i supposed it will be something related to life science, perhaps? well i'm not those genius type so doctor will be out. maybe a researcher, maybe a lab worker maybe a normal, down-to-earth scientist?"
but his interests is also in computer related stuff...he is fascinated by those bits n bytes, zeros n ones, albeit he's never good in physics subject. (???) "hey, this IT field has a good future...the government is promoting it...what are we going to lose in here?" he thought...so it seems this teen has made up his mind on what he wants to be in future.
after a turbulent two year period, this young man is in a crossroad once more. two years in form six had really opened his eyes on the real world, and a chance for him to reconsider his options.IT is not as beautiful as it seems (coupled with some dot-com burst...failed ventures...etc,etc), given the rise of biotech as a new field of oppoturnity, this young man, regretted his move on choosing physics as his stream in form six. or should i say, regretted his move listening to family pressure to take up form six? anyway,he is once again facing the same age-old question. whaddaya wanna be? this time he is determined....
"whatever that has happened in this few years had really been totally different from what i had in mind previously. i wanted to go straight to U after form five but i went to form six. i used to be among creme de la creme but now i am among a heap of rubbish. what hath i became unto? now after all this , i know what i wanted. i want to succeed in my life. i don't care what i'm gonna be, but i'm not going to be a pile of s**t. still, i need a goal to be my guideline, so i won't be lost. yes, i'll continue to study until i graduate with a degree, from engineering stream if possible, then work in engineering field for 6-7 years, get myself a diploma ,at least, in management or human resource management in the meantime, n then push myself into management field n the last, climb the social ladder."
this is my dream. this is my ambition. i'm not saying which engineering because engineering is wide but i'll be there.for sure.
well here, i'd like to say thanx to my friend, Kai, for it's him who had waken me up from slumberland.
n, to another friend who asked about my secret. this is my secret, but i think it is not, anymore. this is my ambition.
thanx for sharing it with me. thanx......
so while i'm in this mood to talk now, well let me share some ambitions of mine. a long long time ago, when a kid of 8 (years old) being asked by a teacher " what do u wanna be when u grow up?" question, he is stumped....what does he wants to be? he has no idea....well...his friends happily says, "i wanna be a doctor","i wanna be an engineer","i wanna be a policemen, firemen", "i wanna be this",'"i wanna be that" but, that poor kid still dunno his answer.
fast forward into 1999. that kid was already a science stream teenage student. well...on a fateful day, his english teacher jokingly asked "alrite students....let's have a chat on what u're gonna be when u finish ur studies...". alot of thoughts ran through his mind..."well...i'm good in biology...i supposed it will be something related to life science, perhaps? well i'm not those genius type so doctor will be out. maybe a researcher, maybe a lab worker maybe a normal, down-to-earth scientist?"
but his interests is also in computer related stuff...he is fascinated by those bits n bytes, zeros n ones, albeit he's never good in physics subject. (???) "hey, this IT field has a good future...the government is promoting it...what are we going to lose in here?" he thought...so it seems this teen has made up his mind on what he wants to be in future.
after a turbulent two year period, this young man is in a crossroad once more. two years in form six had really opened his eyes on the real world, and a chance for him to reconsider his options.IT is not as beautiful as it seems (coupled with some dot-com burst...failed ventures...etc,etc), given the rise of biotech as a new field of oppoturnity, this young man, regretted his move on choosing physics as his stream in form six. or should i say, regretted his move listening to family pressure to take up form six? anyway,he is once again facing the same age-old question. whaddaya wanna be? this time he is determined....
"whatever that has happened in this few years had really been totally different from what i had in mind previously. i wanted to go straight to U after form five but i went to form six. i used to be among creme de la creme but now i am among a heap of rubbish. what hath i became unto? now after all this , i know what i wanted. i want to succeed in my life. i don't care what i'm gonna be, but i'm not going to be a pile of s**t. still, i need a goal to be my guideline, so i won't be lost. yes, i'll continue to study until i graduate with a degree, from engineering stream if possible, then work in engineering field for 6-7 years, get myself a diploma ,at least, in management or human resource management in the meantime, n then push myself into management field n the last, climb the social ladder."
this is my dream. this is my ambition. i'm not saying which engineering because engineering is wide but i'll be there.for sure.
well here, i'd like to say thanx to my friend, Kai, for it's him who had waken me up from slumberland.
n, to another friend who asked about my secret. this is my secret, but i think it is not, anymore. this is my ambition.
thanx for sharing it with me. thanx......
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