Tuesday, September 06, 2005

hey hey... i'm back, it's 3.30am now and i'm (so called) reading and studying for the first paper of my sem finals at 9am later... basically i have no clue to wat i have been studying for this one whole sem on this subject but i guess it wont be of much trouble... after all this paper's subject would be Organisational Development, something that i'm encountering (always) in my line of work...

talk about how to change, suggest & implement changes to systems or process, yada-yada... with all those management speak... frankly i'm starting to get bored of this... all i have to do is just yak away using all those technical and management terms without myself even understanding it's significance, meaning or purpose... all i get is, "just do it like dis..."

somehow, i sense that, by using all these geek speak will conjure a sense of "houlier-and-smarter-than-thou-so-u-gotta-listen-to-everything-i-say" to our clients (whoever they may be...) and scare them into accepting whatever propsal we force down into their throat... after all i do get a specific guide book on general recommendations for all cases and report i wrote and send back to my employer... yeah, rite... so called "guide" konon... when the unwritten rule that it should be included in all of the reports i wrote... sometimes i just have to copy and paste from my old reports, and still it was passed and i get my pay for a completed assignment... not very impresive, i know... but that's what i have been doing to earn a meagre pocket money, haha....

honestly, i pity the fella (the clients who seek my employer's service) who are forced to read all the mangled rubbish, barely understanding it and finally have to figure out a plan based on the recommendations, thinking it must have been written by a top grade analyst, unknowing of the truth that it had been written by an undergraduate who's struggling to keep his grades above water... bwahahaha....

anyway, that's the truth of working world... it is dirty, yeah... full of deception and illusions... for those who never encountered this uglier side, then i guess u can continue living in ur utopia where work is all honest and u get what u put in. hahaha... u think by paying thousands of RM to a reputable company to analyse ur structure, SWOTs and potentials, u'd get something of equal value, but in fact u get reports written by grossly underpaid (tens of RM per report, more than 1 but never more than 5 reports per assignment) monkey who know nuts!

oh yah... talking bout lies and deception, today i finished reading another one of Dan Brown's bestselling novel, Deception Point... heheh... nice story, but same principle... the seemingly good guy turned out to be the culprit... and so on and so on... but it's interesting, none the less... now i can start to properly read DaVinci Code after just bouncing the pages a few months back...

and how the heck am i gonna study properly with all this rubbish thing i'm doing now? reading novel? typing this blog out?? in the middle of finals exam??? i must be outta my mind... hahaha, signing out now... till my next update!