hello....! hi i'm back again, just as usual...nothing special, nothing more, nothing less.....oh wait a minute...today's the big day!
MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!! hey hey... well....just like past years...got some friends who wished happy birthday to me. well thanx to u all...laipeng, chamchan N wailing, my two "khai" young sis, Chris & peipei, Jo....sigh...do i really need to list out all of them? i'm breathless here....anyway, u all know who u are, so, sorry for not mentioning ur names here...sorry lar.. next time i belanja makan, ok? and then some were wishing that i'd get what i'd wish for..... hmm...i'd really wanted to thank u all for this, but it seems like i didn't get it at all...all day long i had wished, & waited, this one particular person to do the same as u guys/girls...but sigh.... daytime is drawing to a close here n still there's not any sign that "person" is gonna call/msg me....perhaps "person" had already forgotten about me... sigh....what can i say or do...well...actually...being here in UTAR all alone, without friends from the past, really had given me space to do some deep thinking... i got some inkling to where i'm heading to, what i wanted to do....i didn't meant to say that u all are a nuisance, it's just that i had missed u all...missed the times when we're together... n during this period of loneliness i had been given the chance to understand my inner self.... ok...kick out that nostalgic feeling.... it's my birthday today! i should be happy n joyous! hahaha! whooh...this laugh is sooo FAKE! well whatever! just like any other years... it's just another day, really... nothing special, no occasion to celebrate it. in fact i had never truly celebrated my birthday, save for some belanja makan & 1 little tortoise some years back! (well... thx to pref. board 2000/01!) a few acquaintance here asked me why i didn't celebrate my birthday this year... all people celebrates their 21st birthday,anyway, saying it's only once in a lifetime, but to me, does it really matter? does it really mean anything? what? that your wings had fully grown & u're ready to fly away from the nest? i bet u're right! yah...u make a party & invited all your friends... which the cost are being borne by ur parents... u get to drive a car to anywhere, anytime u want, of which the money for ur petrol n spending also come from ur parents' pocket! hahaha...what a joke! so, in this asian society, we're never quite "leave the nest" actually. even if u're now a grown up adult, with a stable job, high income, a nice own house & a lovely marriage, u'd still go back once in a while to the house that u used to live some years back....hehehe... what the heck... :b
ok...off with the long talk again...so...up until now...the "person" i've been anticipating still is unheard of. sigh...i'd be better off forget about this wish! now... what am i gonna do tonite? haha...given my circumstances now, it'll be nothing... i've got no transport, save for that bicycle, to go anywhere, no money to spend & most of all...i've got no friends to celebrate it together... so... what i'm gonna do is, go celebrate by eating dinner at those rm2.30 per plate of mixed rice shop in section 17, get back to room, get a thoroughly clean & long bath, finish up my QT tutorials question n then get an early sleep tonite. nothing beats a good, long & healthy nights rest! see ya!
MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!! hey hey... well....just like past years...got some friends who wished happy birthday to me. well thanx to u all...laipeng, chamchan N wailing, my two "khai" young sis, Chris & peipei, Jo....sigh...do i really need to list out all of them? i'm breathless here....anyway, u all know who u are, so, sorry for not mentioning ur names here...sorry lar.. next time i belanja makan, ok? and then some were wishing that i'd get what i'd wish for..... hmm...i'd really wanted to thank u all for this, but it seems like i didn't get it at all...all day long i had wished, & waited, this one particular person to do the same as u guys/girls...but sigh.... daytime is drawing to a close here n still there's not any sign that "person" is gonna call/msg me....perhaps "person" had already forgotten about me... sigh....what can i say or do...well...actually...being here in UTAR all alone, without friends from the past, really had given me space to do some deep thinking... i got some inkling to where i'm heading to, what i wanted to do....i didn't meant to say that u all are a nuisance, it's just that i had missed u all...missed the times when we're together... n during this period of loneliness i had been given the chance to understand my inner self.... ok...kick out that nostalgic feeling.... it's my birthday today! i should be happy n joyous! hahaha! whooh...this laugh is sooo FAKE! well whatever! just like any other years... it's just another day, really... nothing special, no occasion to celebrate it. in fact i had never truly celebrated my birthday, save for some belanja makan & 1 little tortoise some years back! (well... thx to pref. board 2000/01!) a few acquaintance here asked me why i didn't celebrate my birthday this year... all people celebrates their 21st birthday,anyway, saying it's only once in a lifetime, but to me, does it really matter? does it really mean anything? what? that your wings had fully grown & u're ready to fly away from the nest? i bet u're right! yah...u make a party & invited all your friends... which the cost are being borne by ur parents... u get to drive a car to anywhere, anytime u want, of which the money for ur petrol n spending also come from ur parents' pocket! hahaha...what a joke! so, in this asian society, we're never quite "leave the nest" actually. even if u're now a grown up adult, with a stable job, high income, a nice own house & a lovely marriage, u'd still go back once in a while to the house that u used to live some years back....hehehe... what the heck... :b
ok...off with the long talk again...so...up until now...the "person" i've been anticipating still is unheard of. sigh...i'd be better off forget about this wish! now... what am i gonna do tonite? haha...given my circumstances now, it'll be nothing... i've got no transport, save for that bicycle, to go anywhere, no money to spend & most of all...i've got no friends to celebrate it together... so... what i'm gonna do is, go celebrate by eating dinner at those rm2.30 per plate of mixed rice shop in section 17, get back to room, get a thoroughly clean & long bath, finish up my QT tutorials question n then get an early sleep tonite. nothing beats a good, long & healthy nights rest! see ya!
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5:35 pm
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