she miscalled me just now... i called her back... talked until i ran out of credit again. why am i doing this? i guessi dont have the feeling of bitterness anymore, i'm just neutral... i'm not too happy the way things turn out not as i expected, nor i'm sad of what had happened. the truth is that she wants him more than she wants me. fine... i gues i'll just do wat i can to help her...

some of u might will ask, "why are u doing this? u'll just be a stupid fool to be doing that! after what she had done to u!" heh... i'm not the type of person who can simpan dendam... i chose to finish it peacefully, not thru fistfights or screaming... so i guess i've blown some dirt out, well at least i should clean it back... "cleaning up"...

i'd have hoped to patch things up with her and see wat i can do from there, but i guess not anytime soon... she wants him more than me... so i'll just let things cool down first... by the way i dont feel like telling wat all of us had talked about, it's not quite right for everyone to know. but i'll be back o update u ppl should the need arise. goodnite.