hi all,
i'm back again... went to watch movie yesterday... yeah, the Wednesday bargain at GSC Midvalley lor... went and watched ROBOTS... hehehe, quite a funny movie though. that would be my very first movie since the breakup... yup, u guessed it right, i watched it alone.
well... the feeling of watching it alone is kinda weird actually... hey hey, if one year ago, i dont give a damn about it... go there, watch and leave, thats it. but when i was with my ex, watching movie together has brought a whole new dimension, perspective and enjoyment...
but then yesterday, i felt a sudden emptiness... no hands to hold, no one to share foods and thoughts and talks together, no one who would laugh at the jokes in the movie... hmm... it just felt so different...
u guys might think i could've asked her out to watch movie together... after all just watching movie with a friend doesnt do any harm rite? wrong. i used to think it's alrite... until when her bf goes berserk when he gets to know that i had dinner with her. i'd better not ask her out or even seeing her anymore... she made a promise to her new guy, coupled with her bf's unreasonable paranoia... sigh, i'd better stay quiet than being the cause of their arguments... well, anyway the movie's fun to watch...
and today... geez i had one of the lousiest moment in my academic life!!! i had a presentation today... usually i can handle public speaking impromptu and easily without much trouble... but today dono why, all of a sudden i have a speaker's block... my head went blank as soon as i stepped up... all the things and words that i have been planning in the head prior to going out just cant seem to be recalled anyhow... plus for the first time in 5 years, i stuttered and have my heart pumping like nobody's business... very kancheong feeling!!! so basically i was muttering rubbish and doing some gibberish talks...
dang, wat happened to me anyway? hmmph... no idea... very jialat.... so i dont expect to have much marks for this presentation, better concentrate on getting higher marks in written assignment and finals... oops, time to go now... till the next update~~~
i'm back again... went to watch movie yesterday... yeah, the Wednesday bargain at GSC Midvalley lor... went and watched ROBOTS... hehehe, quite a funny movie though. that would be my very first movie since the breakup... yup, u guessed it right, i watched it alone.
well... the feeling of watching it alone is kinda weird actually... hey hey, if one year ago, i dont give a damn about it... go there, watch and leave, thats it. but when i was with my ex, watching movie together has brought a whole new dimension, perspective and enjoyment...
but then yesterday, i felt a sudden emptiness... no hands to hold, no one to share foods and thoughts and talks together, no one who would laugh at the jokes in the movie... hmm... it just felt so different...
u guys might think i could've asked her out to watch movie together... after all just watching movie with a friend doesnt do any harm rite? wrong. i used to think it's alrite... until when her bf goes berserk when he gets to know that i had dinner with her. i'd better not ask her out or even seeing her anymore... she made a promise to her new guy, coupled with her bf's unreasonable paranoia... sigh, i'd better stay quiet than being the cause of their arguments... well, anyway the movie's fun to watch...
and today... geez i had one of the lousiest moment in my academic life!!! i had a presentation today... usually i can handle public speaking impromptu and easily without much trouble... but today dono why, all of a sudden i have a speaker's block... my head went blank as soon as i stepped up... all the things and words that i have been planning in the head prior to going out just cant seem to be recalled anyhow... plus for the first time in 5 years, i stuttered and have my heart pumping like nobody's business... very kancheong feeling!!! so basically i was muttering rubbish and doing some gibberish talks...
dang, wat happened to me anyway? hmmph... no idea... very jialat.... so i dont expect to have much marks for this presentation, better concentrate on getting higher marks in written assignment and finals... oops, time to go now... till the next update~~~
posted by Andrew at
4:42 pm
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