man... thanks to the crappy internet access, i lost the long post i've written up!!! hate this when this happens. anyway i'll just write something that is the main reason i wrote today...

been very emotinal since last nite... why? it's the 21st of the month, the very date when me and my ex, L officially became a couple (21st June 2004) but anyway it's over now, just some sentimental and nostalgic feeling creeping all around...

i used to say "it's better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all" now i should be telling myself that!! come to think about this, i also used to say that "when God closes a door, He opens a window..." do u know that this is an incomplete sentence? i never knew why i never finished it, but since i'm talking bout it, i'l just let u all know about the sentence ending. here we go "when God closes a door, He opens a window... and those are the door and window to the very same house..." so my friends... ponder about it and give it some food for thought.

life is beautiful, and it's even more prettier when u have someone beside u to enjoy living together. may God bless...