Tuesday, March 11, 2003

so....as i had promised...i'm back now... TO ALL THE FRENZ READING THIS.....LET ME LOUDLY ANNOUNCE THIS TO YOU...THAT I HAD FINALLY GOT HOLD OF MY RESULT AFTER I RUSHED TO JPS LAST WEDNESDAY, COMPLAINING BOUT THAT SNAIL MAIL NEVER REACH MY HOME AT ALL.... SO...MY RESULT IS......DRUM ROLLS, PLZ....TAAADAAA.... I GOT A DEER! what? u might say.... hehe....got a D in PA, Es in M3 n Physics while a R for Chemistry...
sigh....not as good as i had expected myself would be but...wat can i say? oredi took the exam again but still not satisfactory... got nothing to say lor...although it fulfil the minimum requirement to apply Uni...but the accumulated points are way down from last year's. my biggest disappointment came from my PA paper 2.i expected myself to get an A this time, i got a 2 in paper 1, but i made a blunder in paper2, so it got an 8. lucky i din get n R for it.sigh.... but anyway, that doesn't mean that's the end of it all....hey, my journey in life has just started...they'r many more things to do than to sulk over a failed exam... so whatever it may be coming my way...i'm ready to face it head on! now the result has came out...i had to apply (again) to all the public n private uni out there...but i feel the chance will mostly come from privates... so to all my friends who hope to see me in UM, sorry, i may have to disappoint u all in advance... whatever it may be...i wish u all good luck in coming years....u see...this looming war....should it happens, will greatly affect the world's economy....n malaysia will not be spared from it. so when we come out to work....the job market would not be an easy one. so, let's support peace not only for other nation's sake, but to our own rice bowl as well...

on other note, i just read the blog of a friend of mine....so i was wondering about the topic that she mentioned bout girls preference of a boyfriend.to all the clueless, u may read her blog, poisonivy_.blogspot.com to get a general i dea of wat i'm going to say here...well...i just wana add some points there too...while i agree to her later part of her points...just sharing my point of view, to all the girls who may only want the 3 criteria in her bf, i got only 1 word for them. "immaturity". That is so prfectly describes them lah.... why not? look at this...first...about that "got $$$$" part n "got a car" part, hasn't it crosses their mind that these rich kids got all these not from their own hard work but instead from their parent's pocket? that car n that cash doesn't belong to them...hey, even that designer clothes they'r wearing r bought with their parent's money...wat a shame... a guy is never considered an attractive bachelor if he never earn for his own life. would a girl, (who can clearly thinks,obviously) would put their love on a guy who depends on other ppl to look attractive? so, marry a guy who is stable n not those whoo-haa...type! security is much more better than living high. the other part...bout "their guy must be handsome" is another point that i truly hate. it's not the guy's choice to be handsome or not. u love a man for the person he wants to be, the man he is, n not his looks. he can't earn a living by looks unless he's acting (if he got the talent) or just be a gigolo, or a person who cheats ...would u live with a liar?
i have this good friend of mine, Kai,...lemme tell u something bout him. he's short, he's ugly with all those volcanoes n crater around his moon face, he was even a subject of mockery during our secondary schooldays... he's not in any way u'd define a perfect bachelor if u looks by his appearance.hey....guess wat? never judge a book by its cover! he kicked back all those criticism n lives on! (he's been insulted by some imbeciles but so wat ? kai speaks almost perfect english than that fool who thinks he's smart...haha) to me, he's a great fella. he's way much more matured in ways of thinking than most of us in our circle of friends. his attitude shows the perfect man for a woman (though he stil got one or two habit that needs kicking off!) in every other way, he's the best...i openly admit that i stil have a lot to learn from him. hey he even used to have a girlfriend, who doesn't consider his looks as his disadvantage! so girls...if u think that these three points would suffice to keep both of u happily ever after, so be it....but "reality" has some nice way to kick into ppl who denies him!

oh...b4 i log off...i'd like to clarify this to poison ivy... not all guys would want the criteria in their girlfriends as wat u had stated...never ever generalise...there r still minority who beg to differ. u urself knows whom i admired n the reason behind it....does having great body is part of my reason? u knew the answer..! :p

be back when i'm free!

Sunday, March 02, 2003

hey...hey...i'm back.....say, the latest stpm result just came out two days ago, of which when i went to fetch it in JPS, the kind fella there just "selamba"ly tell me that they had sent it to the post office that morning...aaaarrrggghhh....... ~@#$%^&*! me so angry, me cursed him right away...blah...blahh... so i have to wait for another few days....maybe i'd get it by monday or tuesday... talking bout waiting a few days.....i'm now broke! my pay cheque that i banked in since last friday, too...haven't been cleared up till today.... u all have no idea how sengsara it was that i have to spend my parents money for these two weeks while my account statement is zero (heheh...spent alot during CNY ma...) now...my phone has no credit...car has no petrol....i even have to eat maggi every working day just to minimise spending...i promise myself that i'm gonna have a nando's half chicken the minute the bank clears my cheque into my card...dang! ok...gotta go now, so i'll be back when i got my result...will post it here.. see ya!