hello again.... today i've brought a bad news.a friend of mine,Tan How Kian's mother has passed away last nite. let me put it in a chronological way. 3 days ago i received sms from cheeyau that howkian needs all the prayer we could offer. i asked why and he told me that his mom went into hospital for operation. the next day jolyene sms me and informed me that they need ppl to donate blood. so yesterday me, laipeng, hongwei and two other laipeng's friend went to donate our blood, as to replace bloods that has been used by howkian's mom. that was around 2pm... but later in the nite, around 9-10pm, i received another sms from cheeyau informing that she had passed away on her way home back to kapar. i was speechless... dunno wat to do or wat to say...life is really short. i lost all my urge or feelings to study last ite....just sleep without touching the books. tonite some friends plan to go to the wake, but i duno if i can make it or not. i'll try, as a friend, but i too have my obligation here as a student.... i'lllsee wat i can do. be back again.

hey...i'm back... one week has passed since the start of my term. how shud i define it? dang! that schedule is not doing us justice... the time is really spread out.... taking over time slots that would normally the best time for movies, sleeps and leisure! wat a turn off! but still i'm ok with that, since i'm now riding mbike to school nowadays.... just that i'm hearing all those grumbles from other coursemate venting their displeasure.... anyway... i have to work harder this semester...and that means, no more online games for me...yep...and u'd be wondering wat am i doing here tending to this blog?

waaargh..... i'm stuck here lah! got nothing better to do... not in the mood to study....only thinking of play,play, play and play! u know wat? i'm stuck here in the main building coz it's raining heavily out there! i can't go anywhere at all! and to think that my bike and the helmet is out there..... shit! habis basah! damn!!!! so.... the only thing i can do (besides studying) is to go online... after all, i dont wana wet my newly bought books if u suggested rushing back to the room... it'll depreciate my book's values if i'd want to sell it next semester! ah, shit! my online time is left only 2 hours....another blow! i can't top it up yet coz it still havent fall below the 30 minute mark, yet i don't have much to spend... coz if i spend it all now then top up, i won't get the top up until the next 2 days.... talk about beaurocracy.... this is wat u get... inefficient service! dang! so, wat shud i do now? still raining, heavily out there.... can't get back to the room, nor restaurant for dinner, no where! bah....get some online game to play lah... ok, chiao!

well... today's the 4yh day of school. the schooldays went smoothly...as usual...getting sleepy in class...no tutorials in the first week... havent buy books yet.... wow...this time lotsa books to buy... dunno lah...gaji not yet come in, then loan money still got a long way to come... wana buy lotsa things... usb thumb drive being my first priority... hell...pokai liao...evenn my bank account is empty...used too much money yesterday... went to watch LOTR:ROTK, then lepak afew hours in cyber...total expenditure: close to rm30...that's half of my week's allowance! die! these few days have to be thrifty liao... haiya...thinking of going to buy some clothing some more...CNY coming la... all need money... where to korek? my parents cant give me much... damn ptptn la...so slow.... wat can bising when it's malay ppl who is doing the job... faham faham sahaja la.... sigh... got class later...financial acc... die again... basic accounting oso got problem...now come this shit some more.... aaarrgghh...... just feeling so 'si peh kau lat' walau!

hello...! i'm back with a vengeance!!! today's my first day of the new sem!!! well...only one lecture today, org n hr...quite entertaining for a while, then starting to get sleepy... as usual lah... later have to rush back to klang all bcoz i left my tuition fees cheque at home so wat can do? somemore hav to pick up the cheque for my brother also for his hostel fees. dang wat a fool i have been to forget bout that. but then nevermind lah...

anoher note, remember the class mate i had mentioned some post back? bout the "she likes me" part? well apparently, she read my blog, confronted me n we worked things out. it's a matter that i perasan sendiri leh.... she say she didn't drop any hint at all... so thats it loh...good for me, at least i dont have to think bout this anymore. just that i'd like to say sorry to her, if she's reading, for having those kind of thoughts... so this is it for a day for me... will be back again! keep reading!