I HAD A DREAM!!!

this morning... i had one of the most wonderful dream i ever had before.... it feels so real, that i thought i was actually living up my dream!!! ah well, it was one of my wish, that is, but i could never believe that it actually appeared in my dream! so u might be wondering wat the heck am i talking about? ok, now i'll tell u wat happened in my dream, as i think this is a great thing not to be kept by myself only... wow, i'm talking alot without bringing u anywhere, do u realise that? hahaha this is the way bestseller books are made!!! fine... now to the main story.

i guess u ppl stil remember my huge n neverending crush on EH, dont u? well, in my dreams, i dreamt that EH  IS my gf!!! oh boy, wat a dream...!! in the start of the dream, the situation is very familiar, just my unreturned crush, but as it progressed, both me n EH becam closer n closer n in the end we are a couple!!we did wat all couples do, that is, go dating, watch movie and stuffs...heck in a scene i was even there in her home when a family gathering is about to begin and she  reminded me to chg my clothe to the one she bought me.. (?)

it is so clear n vivid as if it's real... oh... how i wish it IS real. lol... but then again, a dream is still a dream.. i woke up when the alarm jerked me back into the real world, and i woke up with a big broad smile. i've never feel so good waking up before but surely i'd remember this for a very long time to come.

hullo... i'm back again... i guess i've been really late in updating u ppl here... my apology for it... fyi, i've been busy since i'm with L nowadays... and cpoouled with schoolworks i'm so tied down... in fact i have an exam tomoro and marketing assignment due wednesday... but heck, i am obliged to write here for promises made long time ago.
 
first of all, it's the penang trip... not exactly penang as we didnt even get the chance to cross the channel to the island! hahaha... my fren P lives in simpang ampat, so that explains why...  first day we did nothing but lepak at his house, afternoon send a fren to butterworth and we bought our return tickets. then later at night we went for seafod... thats it for the first day. the next day we planned to go eat asam laksa in jawi, but halfway there we received a call from a friend saying she edi reached butterworth! aw shux... now we hav to abandon that plan and go pick her up... then we went to this so called "megamall" just to while our time away...and later at nite is his birthday party lor...  made it buffet style and when everything's wrapped up, we all drinked alchohol... tasted sparkling juice at first, then we add XO, after that red wine... i cant stand it anymore so i went up to sleep first... the next morning which is sunday, when we  wake up, all pack up and leave for kl again... so thats it for our penang trip la...
 
now to my main story... between me and L... well things has been going on like any other couples, but she's a bit demanding... but cant blame her... she's a girl anyway and she demands me to spend more time with her....is that a wrong thing to ask? sigh... i try to give whenever i could, that's the best i could do.
 
fyi as well, i've not been caring bout her weight or her physique anymore, just enjoying her as a person she always is. quite an opposite for someone i imagined to be my girl, but for now i'll see how far we can go. nothing is confirmed yet for now. but for sure, this girl likes me like mad, and we hav slept together on my bed twice now. but heck pls dont misunderstand... just SLEEPING!!! nothing else, she made clear that no sex b4 marriage, and i respect that. probably that's what makes me fell for her... strong willed. just like... umm... forget bout it, we've lost contact now...
 
how bout BK? well... i've not been looking at her lately.. probably bcoz now i'm attached, i feel like i'm responsible not to stray... i dunno... i'm so very unsure of myself now... so i guess this is all i can give for now... till i have som more things to say, i'll be back. thanks for reading!

ah... i forgot... yesterday me n L went to watch movie in klcc... n guess wat? there is tis guy, dressed in a black coat complete with 4 hoses as doctor octopus's tentacles standing in front of the cinema... initially i thought this is a wax figurine as we all know wax figurine looks realistic enough, but i realised he's not when he looks at me! whenever anybody walks past he'll turn his head and look at them! wow... that is one good marketing ploy! and that guy looks freaking COOL! oh... how i wish i get that job as well!!! the only difference is just the tentacles, instead in shining titanium, it's made with hoses wrapped in black coloured papers... lol...

hi... i went donating blood today... my uni organised a blood donation drive, so i simply skipped an hour's lecture and went donating... boy, wat a long queue... but then again i felt ok after it, so wat the heck....

quite a traumatising exoerience i went thru just now.... to day after class i was asked to show the way to low yat, with my friend, umm.. lets call him P, for anonymity's sake, driving... well... as usual his driving style is fast and sometimes he's abit vulgar, but then to us it's nothing as we are all used to it... but just now on our way home when we reached MidValley, a car came from the side road trying to eat into our lane. yes, he's got his signal on, but then PC were driving fast too. so there goes the long horn blasting and both sides showing middle fingers, but then it seems like the other guy is not letting things go easily... so he followed us, trying to pushh us to the side... and all those road bully stuffs... PC just dont give it a damn and he decided to send me home 1st... despite my protest, that we shud face this guy together... sigh... he said this is his problem, he's gonna face it himself... yea i can agree that he's tough enuff to face this after all his father too have some links to the underworld (triads... not hell lah!!!)

so when he stops to drop me off, the other guy quickly followed and argued wiith P... well... to be honest, both sides too hav their fault, but then as a friend of course i'd stand by P, but then i'd better keep quiet... y not? that guy now knows where i stay, he might just ask someone to "hit n run" me one day to show to P his "powers".. oh yah, forgot to mention that the other guy too looks like one sick arsehole, gangster type. at least P still looks like a good boy student.

the argument however lasts not long, as both cars are blocking the road, and other cars are waiting impatiently... i'm glad those cars came at the right time coz normally the road in front of my house are very quiet, not much cars passing through. so basically it cuts short the face off time... however that sucker asks from where P comes, clearly after seeing P's car plate number, and he claims to be from there too (i'm not sure to believe or not) but then he expressly warned P to be careful...

well... i have faith in P that he (or through his father or his friends' help) would be able to resolve this, but i just hope that it wont spill onto us, or shud i say me, coz that sucker knows where i stay!!! sigh... no one can help me if they decided to do something on me...

so up till now i'm still abit shaken... and worried, i'm not sure wat'll happen... but then i'd better not think of it now. sigh.... about other updates that i promised to write here... i guess now not's a good time forit... maybe later. bye.

quite a traumatising exoerience i went thru just now.... to day after class i was asked to show the way to low yat, with my friend, umm.. lets call him P, for anonymity's sake, driving... well... as usual his driving style is fast and sometimes he's abit vulgar, but then to us it's nothing as we are all used to it... but just now on our way home when we reached MidValley, a car came from the side road trying to eat into our lane. yes, he's got his signal on, but then PC were driving fast too. so there goes the long horn blasting and both sides showing middle fingers, but then it seems like the other guy is not letting things go easily... so he followed us, trying to pushh us to the side... and all those road bully stuffs... PC just dont give it a damn and he decided to send me home 1st... despite my protest, that we shud face this guy together... sigh... he said this is his problem, he's gonna face it himself... yea i can agree that he's tough enuff to face this after all his father too have some links to the underworld (triads... not hell lah!!!)

so when he stops to drop me off, the other guy quickly followed and argued wiith P... well... to be honest, both sides too hav their fault, but then as a friend of course i'd stand by P, but then i'd better keep quiet... y not? that guy now knows where i stay, he might just ask someone to "hit n run" me one day to show to P his "powers".. oh yah, forgot to mention that the other guy too looks like one sick arsehole, gangster type. at least P still looks like a good boy student.

the argument however lasts not long, as both cars are blocking the road, and other cars are waiting impatiently... i'm glad those cars came at the right time coz normally the road in front of my house are very quiet, not much cars passing through. so basically it cuts short the face off time... however that sucker asks from where P comes, clearly after seeing P's car plate number, and he claims to be from there too (i'm not sure to believe or not) but then he expressly warned P to be careful...

well... i have faith in P that he (or through his father or his friends' help) would be able to resolve this, but i just hope that it wont spill onto us, or shud i say me, coz that sucker knows where i stay!!! sigh... no one can help me if they decided to do something on me...

so up till now i'm still abit shaken... and worried, i'm not sure wat'll happen... but then i'd better not think of it now. sigh.... about other updates that i promised to write here... i guess now not's a good time forit... maybe later. bye.

hi...i just came back from penang today... i'm so tired... guess i cant update y'all now... gotta sleep! i'll try n write in the next few days, ok? see ya!

hello again... i'm in a hurry now but i'll just be short. i'm gonna leave for penang now, friend's 21st birthday n he wants to do it in his hometown... so all us ex-groupmates go penang... crap....another occasion to spend money... sigh...

bout me n L, things are progressing fine, but i'll hav to stop here. i'll be back on sunday and i may login on monday to update u all about this... till then, chiow!!!